A Love That Kills - Heroin

Im addicted to a drug
An addiction beyond my control
Ive tried to cure my addiction
But I just cant let it go

The drug once said he loved me
His name was heroin
I tried to quit him once before
And hes never been back again

In weakness there were a few times
Where I injected him deep inside me
Id hoped he would have come back to his love
And together once more we'd be

Logically I know
He does not want to be with me
But when Im high on his love
Logic I no longer see

So I tried to replace my addiction
By using other drugs
The other drug Im hooked on now
Isnt the one I love

What about my other addiction
Do I quit him so
Is heroin my only love
Does my other drug love me so

I do not want to hurt him
Or make him think he's not what I need
But the truth of my addictions remains
I need my heroin, poppy seed

I am a heroin junky
An addict to the core
After my first heroin hit
Ive always needed more

I am a user no doubt
I use to hide the pain
But the worst pain I ever felt
Was losing my heroin
Inject me with your love
Keep me safe and sane
Run yourself through my body
Take away my pain

Coming down away from him
Makes my mind combust
Id give my heart and my soul
For one more needle thrust

I have lost all that matters
My virginity, sanity, and love
I want to overdose on him
Because I lost my heroin drug