Just Out Of a Poets Mind

these thoughts in my head seek to destroy me

I found the darkness that I lay within

that haunts me at night

I cannot run from it nor do I try

I cannot hide from it, and I don't know why

its a never ending battle that I struggle with each day

it over powers me, because it knows my weakness

one day it will kill me

and that will be the end

but I'm not quite sure where to go

and I'm not quite sure what to do

I feel so lost, nowhere to go

I feel so down, just so low

sitting here smoking a Marlboro red, inside I feel so dead

I scream so loudly inside my head

but no one can hear me, I cannot even hear myself 

just out of a poets mind