Too Much For Me To Handle March 21, 2011 at 11:48pm

I wish I was as invisible as you make me feel

These scars remind me the past is real

And all I can do is deal

This all feels like a dream

This can’t be happening

Make the nightmare stop

This is too much for me to bear

I try not to care

But it’s killing me inside

All this I will hide

Just want to be numb

Make this pain go away

It hurts so badly

Please tell me

I’ll wake up tomorrow

And this will never have happened

Sitting outside cold

Growing weary and old

Frozen

All alone

My dreams are forgotten

My goals are gone

Living seems pointless right now

I am nothing

I am nobody

How could this happen?

What did I do?

I don’t know what I did wrong

Soon I will be long gone