I'm a lost, wandering soul
Numb and cold
Each day, old I grow
This should show
I try to let my troubles go
I keep it bottled up inside
My feelings I try to hide
My pain is not in disguise
I'm no longer wise
I hold my head down low
Realizing there's no where left for me to go
Slowly I hold my breath
Then try to breathe my troubles away
I have nothing left in me
I've lost it all today
There's just nothing else I can say
Some things will never change
It had to be this way
The pain inside
I try to hide
It makes me want to die
I used to feel so alive
But I really don't try
I let it all die
And I don't know why
The truth of the matter is
That its always been this way
I tried to survive each day
I was at war with myself
At war with my mind
I was someone you couldn't find
I was very troubled
And still am
Living with a dark cloud above me
But no one can see
Standing in cold November rain
As I'm screaming in the night
I've lived every day with so much pain
So much fright
I'm slowly losing sight
I'm now forever doomed with this immortality
Lost touch with reality
Slowly a little at a time
Can't seem to ease my troubled mind
The pain inside
I try to hide
It makes me want to die
I used to feel so alive
But I really don't try
I let it all go
As I fade away
I let it all die
And I don't know why
I followed the music in my heart
A melody is where it usually starts
The music eases my mind
Now that I've got all the time
The music I shall follow
Then I won't feel so hollow
I used to be so free and alive
Now I've died inside
I just try to hide
So much pain and sadness
All the unhappiness
Didn't mean to let it die
Now all I want to do is cry
And I really don't know why
The pain inside
I try to hide
It makes me want to die
I used to feel so alive
But I really don't try
I let it all go
As I fade away
I let it all die
And I don't know why
Cut myself to see it bleed
Strawberry gashes for you to see
Adrenaline rush
Like I'm high on weed
Fucked up on speed
I'm flying indeed
Cos I have the need
I have died
All I want to do is hide
I'm screaming inside
Screaming so loud
But no one can hear me
No one can see
Can't see my pain
I'm stuck out in the rain
The pain inside
I try to hide
It makes me want to die
I used to feel so alive
But I really don't try
I let it all go
As I fade away
I let it all die
And I don't know why
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